Clear my Mind.

I didn't realize how beneficial this blog would be when Dominique suggested it to me.

I feel like, when there's no one else to turn to I can just jump on here and record my thoughts without judgment, because It is for myself, as I doubt anyone reads this.

Life is a very interesting game, and we each play our own every day. I feel like the web we weave is so complex sometimes, that's its hard to keep pressing, but I won't fail again.

The interesting thing is that I feel that every time I take a step forward, there is always something to push me back. In the past I've been weak, and let this happen. I will not do that any more. If people keep trying to hold me down, when I break free they will regret it. We all have to live with our choices and decisions, and mine is to take charge of my own life.

Violence is something that I like to keep restricted from my mind. It is so hard though, when every time I turn on the TV I get to see about the stabbings, and the hate, and the war, from the news. So I turned off the TV. I keep myself peaceful, but I've come to a fork in the road, and I don't know which way to turn. I guess I'll let others make their moves first, and hope for the best. I pray that this will blow over, because if it doesn't, well, I'm in the middle of a messy situation.

One thing I've learned about Truth though, those who tell it, will always be protected. So I have faith in myself, and in that of a greater good.

We are only put in the situations we face to learn something... and if life keeps asking you the same questions, you aren't learning your lesson. This is a new lesson for me, so I must be growing.

On a lighter note, I've been working out again, and it will be great to continue what I started. I'm going to prove to myself and to the world, that I have something special to offer.